{"id":245,"date":"2015-01-10T10:43:08","date_gmt":"2015-01-10T18:43:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/?p=245"},"modified":"2015-01-20T21:28:15","modified_gmt":"2015-01-21T05:28:15","slug":"halfway-to-heaven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/?p=245","title":{"rendered":"Halfway to Heaven"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>How do you forget heaven exists? It&#8217;s what you want.<br \/>\nReaching beyond the limits of what the world can see I die everyday. The first moments left me stranded halfway to heaven, a stranger to my own happiness, locked out of my own heart. Days fade into nights, nights fade into dreams, and dreams fade into blue skies again and again. I have been lost before, so I know this is not a dream. I have let go of it all, I&#8217;ve stopped trying to be, and still everything screams name to my useless heart. I never asked for this, its not a path I choose, it just is. So maybe I can forget heaven exists, maybe I can forget my own name&#8230;it will all be eaaier than forgetting you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>How do you forget heaven exists? It&#8217;s what you want. Reaching beyond the limits of what the world can see I die everyday. The first moments left me stranded halfway to heaven, a stranger to my own happiness, locked out &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/?p=245\"><em>Continue&nbsp;reading&nbsp;<span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"aside","meta":{"bgseo_title":"","bgseo_description":"","bgseo_robots_index":"","bgseo_robots_follow":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-aside","hentry","category-moonlite","post_format-post-format-aside"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=245"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":246,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions\/246"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.moonstoneblues.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}