frozen concrete monsters, Amber lights lead me to the confusion. 

To the thoughts of minds gone past the point of no return.  

Thinking of you, thinking of what I lost. Lost thoughts, lost moments in infinite moments of agony.

I still miss you today and a thousand years from now. But I don’t scream anymore.  I know the best gift is silence. 

There are times when you don’t listen

There are times you don’t feel

Looking back I don’t think I was feeling a thought

Being honest with myself, being honest with you

I try not to over think it but I always do

Stuck in the moment and I don’t know 

fuck it sometimes you have to say what the fuck